this is just gonna be a photodump, along with thoughts and diagrams on god/philosophy
It's often I find myself in dire straits, grieving in bed for something lost long ago, or something I fail to attain. For this I try and listen to the stoics, and particularly remember their notion that everything in this life is fleeting, and you are the only anchor you have.
I think about god almost every day, trying to disprove something that I know people will believe in as long as there are more than one-hundred people on this planet.
Life is a beautiful thing, I do hate that some people are able to continue with theirs, though.