this is just gonna be a photodump, along with thoughts and diagrams on god/philosophy
It's often I find myself in dire straits, grieving in bed for something lost long ago, or something I fail to attain. For this I try and listen to the stoics, and particularly remember their notion that everything in this life is fleeting, and you are the only anchor you have. Most often when I do find myself sad it is due to the opinions of others, as of making this site I am reading Schopenhauer, who in turn is quoted as saying "The more a man knows, the more he forgives; he feels that everything has its reason. The shallow mind knows nothing of this feeling; it is moved by appearances and by the opinions of others."
I think about god almost every day, the topic infuriates me. Agnosticism is hopelessness and cowardice. Faith in God is a radical assumption, though, I cannot reliably disprove or prove anything I have to say about this matter. (Well, other than the fact that agnosticism is a cowardly and hopeless belief)
Life is a beautiful thing, I do hate that some people are able to continue with theirs, though.